Dare - poem

I don't dare to say it to anyone
but I miss you so much
and I still need you
I still think about you
I still don't know what happen
and maybe this is just how it will be
me not understanding
me missing you
bec' there are no words for it
when someone just leaves
without any words spoken
so we others are left standing
wondering
what happended
I am still sad
even if time passes by
I still think about you and it hurts
I wish it didn't hurt
but it hurts so much
I still miss you
maybe this is how it will be...
me being here
missing you...

19 07 02